I've been back in the USA for about a month and a half now, and I've noticed a problem.
I've gained at least 12 pounds.
How do I know this? When I was unpacking boxes, I came across a scale, so I weighed myself. I've been weighing myself periodically since then and watching the number rise.
I know what I need to do to fix this and make it better. I just lack the motivation.
I'm pretty sure it's affecting my self-image and depression.
Like I said, I know how to fix the problem, I just don't have the drive to keep myself motivated.
I think a job would help. Keep me distracted and on the right track.
I guess I'll see where this goes.
Raku Grill/China Town/Vegas Adventure
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